god the girl and a sarcastic story

People hows it going

well im off to spring harvest, i spend most my trying to get in a good plac ewith god. i figure th eone place he really resides is Butlins Holiday camp. Most the yr Butlins is filled with drunk filled chavs who listen to garage, red coats who are trying to make it in the world of fame, and young girls called tracie who have had enough of the chavs so are trying to finally lose their virginity to a red coat. When i say lose that indicates they havnt lost it before. with the girls who go to butlins that isnt the case.

confused - u shouldnt be, Butlins id not a godly place, except for 1 motnh of the magical year when easter comes arounf. Then in the form of sprig harvest Jesus chosses to reside in Butlins, he packs up his shorts and sandals takes a bloody long journey and ends up in skegness or minehead. Ansd there he stays until the end of spring harvest whene some of the people who found him choose to take him home. Many forget to take him home, some take him home for a while and then lose him while others take him home and cherish him and then produc him 100 fold.for unphrased version look up(Matt 13:18) Thats a paraphrase for the sewer ad the seed and the sewer.

so off i go.

im actually quite excited to go aways for a month. Alots happened in the last motnh since coming back to NZ, i went to new Zealand to try and get over an old girl, to find myself afresh, i went away joined ywam for a few weeks, went treavleing on my own - pulled a 6-went back to the ywam base for a few days, got forgivness and came home. came back ready for my new life as a christian.

Bumped in to the old girl i went to new zealnd to get over-hadnt seen her in 6 months, and decided it was best for both of us if we started journeying together again. So im going back out with lauren, but jus i hear u cry, havnt u 2 broken up twice before. No its actually 3 times. and this times different because as i said ive been to ywam and im off to spring harvest so nothng can affect me.

if u thpought this post was just sarcastic banter ur in for a suprise:

It is actually funny how little can change in a year and then so much can change in a month. Needless to say im a bit excited, ive relaised how quickly things can change and if we remain constant in certian areas we dont nee dto worry about change. This is actually what my post is about. like uni, tough ride with realing that charismatic stuff is pretty much bolocks and the bilbe is also at best stories letters and accounts for events that represent truth and allow us to find truth, and at worse pretty much bollocks. But God is a constant and so my dounts never beat me and i rmeain faithfulish as a christian. same with loz to some extent, get dumped a few times- quetsion what happened but remain pretty much constant to what i believed the first time round so again seemingly loads of change but in a way no change at all.

The point is in the last 3 yrs and the last year especially ive relaised how quickly things can been thrown at you, its swings and roundabouts and in some very christian evengelical ive relaised how good it is to have god as a constant. even thought thoughts change my wrestle with him has been constant and its good.

sorry for the lenght and the inability i posess to spell check